22/11/09 20:02

抬头观望
这动作自己似乎好久都没干了
今晚少有地走在外面，也因为看到有人用着望远镜
自己才意识到这一点。

对，今天是峨嵋月
图画中常出现的月相
为什么？
嘿，毕竟小时候画月亮的时候都是画弯月
该很少人画满月吧？
否则的话就跟圆圆的太阳重叠了
但也在想，月亮跟太阳压根儿不能同时出现。

人对夜空总是有遐想
却少有人在大白天抬头
否则不感到刺眼才怪
明天，自己倒要试一试。
看看在同一个地点，同一个角度，却不同的时刻观空
会不会也引起遐想。

现在，就在这一刻
坐在电脑前
抬头一望
哈。只有灯光白，没有夜色黑。

21/11/09 19:43

最近对“读档”这个词有些感觉

曾玩过电脑游戏的人
都应该有这么一个经验

往往在游戏进行到最紧张，最危急的时候，
可以的话
都会选择先行存档
避免一失足成千古恨

至少玩坏了
读档而已，没什么大不了。

但在现实人生中，似乎没有那样便宜的事情
嘿，人生如戏
但不是游戏。

20/11/09 19:14

用了一些时间
把这部落格原该有图像
重新放回出来了
那样看起来会比较顺眼。

反正本来该有的，就该留着
不管发生什么事情。

有没有很傻？
因为即将考试，自己还在弄这些玩意儿

不。我不那样认为

或许是自己非得找些事情来干一干
那才不用整天
都在想着读书。
嘿嘿。

19/11/09 19:28

没有什么。
只不过突然间想在这里喊一喊

今天除了跟那食堂老板买饭时讲过话
就没有开过口了。

几乎每天都是如此。

太久没写东西。
可恶，
想不到自己
用词还是很粗糙。

Good to have some time

It's good to have some time to come online and check out some blogs.
Hmm... don't see much change on the others' blogs, except a friend far from us. He seems really know how to enjoy his life in University. I'm very glad for him, but on the other hand, feel very envious~~
I don't know why I'm so jammed up with many stuffs. I always feel like having not enough time, and I can guarantee you I didn't spend much time fruitlessly, unless you include those unsolved maths ( I did spend some hours on some questions without coming out with an idea ). Maybe it's the difference between our ways of thinking. He can think critically, he knows how to enjoy life, he knows how to 'kinda' relate stuffs together, which is a skill I can, almost, never have.
This makes me think of some words I heard from seniors in the beginning of my education here. Senior A said, "you will soon find your diligence futile." and I replied, I don't believe that, I believe I can surely gain something from every learning. And he replied, "Welcome to NUS."
Hmm.. it's kinda ironic~ :P

And I heard the same words today, from a different mouth, in a different tone. BLah~ I forgot what I wanted to say... but no matter what, I still enjoy my study here, though I can't have much time to play around, can't really spend many times on other interest, I still think I benefit a lot from it. You can't always compare one to another.

Haiz~ might wanna dismiss the plan to work during the holiday.

A feather from far far away

Every Chinese knows what a feather from far far away implies, it means a gift that its meaning is much greater than its value.
Two days ago, Kai Shin called me and asked to see me, so I waited for her in sps room. And when I saw her, she straightly passed me a parcel-liked object. It's a gift, a gift from a friend far far away in Taiwan, 嘉仪.
The gift was nothing but a beautiful notebook with mood-lightening cover, and also a special postcard, probably the most special one I've ever seen.
As you guys know, I seldom pay much attention on birthday, unless it's the birthday of someone whom I love. Now that I'm in Singapore, far from family, I never expected to receive any wishes or gifts. So, this is a great surprise~
I couldn't find a way to thank her personally, so if anyone of you would kindly provide me her email?

diu again:
These are shot during my bio field trip. This is the good side of sps, having the opportunity to do things out of your own major.

The monitor lizard.




















































I like this the most, we don't know what is this membrane-like object. Looks like deposition of salt crystal on some insects' nest.
forgot to mention that this is a mangrove forest.

some kinda finding

I find myself nowadays very easy so make mathematical mistakes...
the most common one is that i always mistakenly write the power of 10 to negative figures. for example, 10^6, I'd write 10^-6...

does this mean I'm starting to get myself used to the 'small scale' objects?? is this a good thing that I'm approaching nano? or even quantum?? I mock myself for this thought~ :P

some small announcement: I'm coming back on 23rd, most likely I'll reach Pudu on 24th, coz taking night bus. see you guys~

Where are we now?

This has nothing to do with the movie...

Now, I'm studying thermodynamics. Just learned that the universe's entropy is always increasing, though this is commonly heard, but just never come to think of it.
It's said that the universe is expanding, this is due to the increase of entropy (in the sense of thermodynamics), causing the universe to become more and more 'disorder', like haphazardly placed green peas. If this is always true, how come there's another kind of saying, suggesting that the universe will finally collapse back into it's primodial state, a tiny little volume-less point??

I'd need to do some searching from now...
You'd like to have some words for this...
Cheers!!

diu

Shot these long time ago... Just found the way to convert it into jpeg. form, thanks to -1.
wouldn't be this free to shooting around nowadays...
there will be a recess week after next week, starting next Saturday, but due to the activities in sps, I can't go back right on that day. But I hereby forecast that I'll be back around 23 or 24.
see ya guys~

Special Program in Science(SPS)

Never know if it's right to have joined this program~ at least not until 3 years later.

Yea~ kinda great program.. had an orientation camp for the newbies.. and showed me the 'biodiversity' of the university.
The ecosystem here is very complicated. Different kind of people, much more complicated than that of AMCISA (don't know the full name, but it's an organization for m'sia c.independent school). Learning academic writing at the moment, so I must try out some useful format in writing report or whatever that would be published. First, I'm gonna try out the 'bullet' form.

biodiversity in the SPS community:

• Seemingly smart but arrogant: A singaporean guy, from Junior College for sure. Quite knowledgeable, especially in science, but he'd never know what is humility. I joined this program out of my own will, and that orientation camp too, therefore I participated in every activity planned joyfully; the Sing. guy could just say he doesn't wanna do such stupid thing, and start making everything to progress faster. That was actually a stupid self-introduction session, but they do it in pairs, and your partner would be switched every 1 minute. I could see he's running out of patient that time, coz he told me everything 'he thought I'd like to know' once he faced me, things like: his name, his major, his interest... gosh!! I never wanted to ask such questions... I didn't even ask those questions to the people I met before him, why would he be exempted? I tried my best to think of different questions to ask everyone I met(maybe just because I don't like answering same question), but everybody was asking me all those same questions, questions that the s.guy think I'd ask. I'm not pissed off... though, that is the second bullet~~
• Judge people with interest: One guy(perhaps not only one, he's just unlucky to have been met by me) judged people with their interest. I'm not saying that it's not right to find friends with similar interest field, but why would he want to say it out?? He asked things like those I mentioned, but he added one more thing after the answers: We can be friend, let's talk later (coz we were about to switch partner). Who would really wanna befriend a guy who 'claimed' to have the same interest as you? At least not me~:P P/S: He's from AMCISA too, that makes me sick~~
• Friendly, courteous, but a bit childish, haha: I apologize for saying him childish...:P. He's probably the best friend I have in SPS. He doesn't like to 'expose' himself, unlike the s.guy and the 'INTEREST-friendly' guy who like to show how good they are in their special field, coz WE stood outside the group when everybody was discussing how to make a protective shield to prevent the egg from breaking during the fall from about 2.5m height. I don't like crowd, and he doesn't like to grab people's great chance to be exposed. He acts childish, sometimes speaks the same way too, but he's very courteous, are all the christian the same? He's the only person I'm gonna mention his name, Benjamin, don't want the others' to contaminate this sacred place~

Just finished handing in a proposal. It's an experiment proposal, design a mini project to experiment on something(whatever idea). I had 3 ideas at first, I worked the hardest on the first, which I think the most feasable one, and then the other two. But at last, I think I worked them equally hard. However, until last night 2am only I discovered some mistakes in the last 2 ideas... and I had to hand it in today before noon. Having run out of idea, I went to sleep, haha~~ This morning, I editted one of the two last ideas, and handed in 2 proposal (we can hand in however many we want), dismissed another. The first idea is one that I had for long time, so I worked on it once I got that homework. But for the other two, I just thought of them after getting that homework, so they were started from ground 0. I read a lot of books about them, but eventually those work were proved futile... now I know how hard it is to produce some experimental work, especially when deadline is stated.

This is the hard time I had in this program... I haven't done any of the homework for my curiculum..